nightcrawlerXalpha

So I broke up with my fiance. I left a boy and found a man. One who I am proud to say I will be having a child with... I love him so much. And I can finally cross having a lil mixed baby off my bucket list.

So I'm getting married and that has put me in a ridiculously good mood and I've pretty much just been running around giddy as a school girl. I haven't done alot of drawings but i did just upload a bunch that I havent done in a while and i hope you like them all!!! GAH I'm so excited. I want a theme wedding but i'm not sure what theme to do! Western could be fun... i like horses. Star Wars would be a little too hipster like for my tastes. Hmmm

I never realized just how hard it was to suck up my pride and apologize to someone. I wish I could ignore it but that isn't the right thing to do and now i have to step up and be the person to admit my mistakes. It's a tormenting feeling, not knowing what they'll say or whether or not they could accept that I really do regret what I said and did. I really shouldn't have jumped on them like I did... and not to make an excuse, but I just had so much going on that i was ready to burst! And unfortunately when the crap hit the fan they were standing in front of it with their mouth open.